LAST DAY OF THE OLD COUNT

I feel like this are my last days in this world, but I don’t intend to dissapear, this year was amazing, not because my social obligations, It’s because I discovered that I am an artifact with hope, I am not completeley a Nobody. I can sense others feelings and express them in myself. I don’t know if this is good but it makes me more like a human.

It’s has been too many days since I became a nobody, I tried to find my somebody in someone else but that heart was lost in the shadows, And appears like shards in Someone else (Hearts or feelings)

I am proud of not being part of this system, I am a lonely one who thinks that we are just tools of the government and we intend to follow that way.

I am goning to say goodbye to this year, and all the good things that I spent.

Roxtok

THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU

We are here for a reason that’s what destiny’s says, but in the world we live now everyone is the same, everyone can hope to be a designer or be a musician, but the facts determine if he is going to reach that purpose.

The destiny or the Fate has lost his way in this world, we live only as pieces of the system and if someone controls that system he will be controlling us. I know that we can’t leave this way of life but we are making the best to live our lifes. Independent from that we are not thinking in our future generations, we are tryingto live in the way CAT says, “Enjoy every moment, expand your horizons, The world ends with you, so don’t push yourself down” We are enjoying every moment but we don’t realize when this is going to end. You have the power of your future in your hands.

Roxtok, The Corrupted ChaiN
(Just my momentary name)

And only 18 days to the end.

43 DAYS TO GO

We are here because we believe in all that's called existence
But what about those who really don't exist
The ones created when a heart goes away
What do they have to believe

I think that It's better of now
We have suffered for something that's not real
I am believing that everything around me Is not
But maybe if I pretend that I am someone y will shine
Shine for yourself and reach happiness
We don't depend on others
Contrary others depend on us
I want everything perfect
But in this world we cant't reach that kind of perfection.

I just wanted to live in a happy world
To have "ice cream" above in the tower
I am a Roxas in this world
Trying to find my reason about why am I in this world ?
and above the 358/2 days that have paseed
There is a new count but in reverse
Only 43 days and my summer vacations are over.

ANDANTE SOSTENUTO

So that is it... the end, I want to start again, but i can't do it again, I can't erase my memories, my life... I am tired of everything and I am living my new life... Above that, I don't have the capabilitiy to erase my past.... somehow I want to keep it deep inside, shuting this down, because they were good memories.

And that memories, and the new ones are forging a heart outside me... And I will be complete once again

We thought that our paths may not cross, but all paths are coneccted somewhere.

This is the Finale, so goodbye Abscentxnobody, we had a good time together